Kim Kardashian, like many celebrities before her, is getting real. In a new essay on her website, "How I Really Feel About Being Pregnant," she says, "For me, pregnancy is the worst experience of my life!"

She elaborates:


I don’t enjoy one moment of it and I don’t understand people who enjoy it. My mom and Kourtney clearly did! More power to them but I just don’t relate!

One fair reason that pregnancy sucks is all the mindfucking:

I’m not sure why I don’t like the experience like others do. Maybe it’s the swelling, the backaches or just the complete mindfuck of how your body expands and nothing fits. I just always feel like I’m not in my own skin. It’s hard to explain. I don’t feel sexy, either — I feel insecure and most of the time I just feel gross.

Good night baby

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She also includes some frank talk about the "gross things" related to pregnancy that people usually aren't open about.

Do you know you basically have to wear a diaper for two months afterwards?!

Sources: People