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If you consider yourself a Gilmore Girls fan, there's probably a 100% chance you've already watched the show's Netflix revival, A Year In The Life. People have been freaking out since the four-episode mini-series was released a few weeks ago. But there is someone who's holding out on us: Lauren Graham.

According to People, the actress who plays the coffee-fueled, no-bullshit Lorelai Gilmore on the show, revealed in an interview talk at New York City's 92nd Street Y on Thursday night, that she doesn't have any plans to watch the revival.

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Apparently, it was hard enough for Graham to even force herself to watch the original seven seasons of the show. She didn't watch them until the four episodes of the revival were filmed, and even then she locked herself in her apartment and binged them all in three days. “There are many actors who learn a lot by watching themselves. I’m not one of those people, so I stayed away from it," Graham said.

Part of me doesn't understand her aversion to watching herself bring an unforgettable character to life on screen, but the other part of me knows how accidentally opening the front camera on my phone and unexpectedly confronting my own visage can throw off my entire morning. So, like, can I blame her?

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But Graham went on to explain that a lot of her reasons for not watching herself are pretty emotional. "I had some of my favorite moments I’ve ever had as an actor and as a person in that experience. I just want to leave it there for now — that was enough."

And considering how emotional Gilmore Girls fans get over watching the show, let alone being it, it's easy to see where Graham is coming from. Nobody wants to look at vacation photos while they're on the flight home. You need some time to just bask in the afterglow.

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In fact, Graham was so emotional about the show ending that she put off reading the script for the final episode, "Fall," and actually read it as they shot. "I almost didn’t want to know how it ended. I was worried where it was going and what if I’m disappointed. But finally I had to do it, ’cause I really had to film it, and I sat at the kitchen table and I cried from page one all the way to the end. It was the biggest emotional experience.”

It's okay, Lauren, we all cried.