Man admits he married his wife because he owed her parents $10K. AITA? + UPDATE
"I married my wife because I owe her family around $10,000."
My time to shine, I guess. So growing up, I was the usual jerk. My dad left me when I was around 6, my Mom was an alcoholic and abusive, and I basically was living in a dump with her. Life sucked.
The best part was going to school. No, it was not the teachers, they sucked. It was my friends who respected me and accepted me for the jerk I am. I enjoyed socializing with them. They made me day. However; they were bullies.
Now, I didn't give a care about bullying. I knew it happened but as long as I didn't do it or was the victim, I was fine. In comes this shy, scared, and nervous looking girl in middle school.
My girlfriends began to group up and bully her for almost a couple of weeks. I didn't care, I wasn't going to take part or be the victim. I just wanted to finish school at the time.
The bullying continued for the girl. She would cry, hide, and tried to stay away from school as long as she could. When my friends locked her into a locker once, I stopped them.
I guess she used that opportunity to get to know me. When my friends skipped school, she would come and talk to me or sit near me at lunch. She would share her lunch with me since I had nothing. She helped me with my homework which I had no idea about. And she began to pay me which I liked.
I guess in return, I stopped my friends from getting to her. I owed her that. As years went by, she invited me to dinner with her parents, we would hang-out together, and she'd pay for everything, which again, I liked. I liked her but she loved me, if you know what that feels like.
As time continued to go by, I got my drivers license at 17. The problem was that a car would cost a lot of money and insurance for a young person like myself was a lot.
So I asked her parents for the money saying I will pay them back. I knew they would say no. They should have said no. Everything would be so different if they did. But they said yes, and bought me my very own car.
After that moment, I realized that I had to take care of their daughter, at least until I paid them back. I would drive her anywhere, everywhere, we became closer and closer. She was so happy with me and always has a smile on her face when she sees me.
It was her that kissed me first, it was her that brought me to her church, it was her that proposed to me, and it was both of us that got married to each-other and gave each-other our virginity.
We've been married for 10 years tomorrow. I still owe her parents for the car and owe my wife all the cash she gave me. I like her, but she loves me so much. I've never cheated on her or ever thought about it. Our lives are perfect, but I wish I could let her know that I don't love her the way she loves me.
To conclude, I work a minimum wage job and my wife is a teacher. We don't have kids. She loves me so much, but if I could take it all back, I would. This is my confession. Feel free to ask any questions.
Here were the top rated comments from readers in response to the OP's initial post:
I don't know man. It sounds like you do love her, I mean you truly love her in the most important ways. You protected her when she needed it. You stuck with her for years through everything. She supported you in your time of need as well, and her family has been very supportive of you it seems as well. All of these things are a great foundation for a relationship.
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mytimetoconfess (OP)
Thank you for an amazing reply. I'm a quiet angry dude and this almost made me shed a tear.
You didn't marry her our of obligation, you married her because you loved her. Her parent's probably didn't buy you a car to sell you their daughter for it. They probably did it because it was you and how happy you made their daughter. Be proud of that.
The next day, the OP returned with an update.
Today, I took my wife out to lunch for our anniversary. When I saw her cute face, I immediately felt different. This was due to the fact that my thread blew up with lots of advise yesterday night.
I want to thank you guys and girls. You know who you are. You made me think of my wife differently today. It was the first time that I actually told her I loved her without forcing myself to say it.
At first, I muttered it under my breath and my wife asked what I said. I tried a second time and again, I couldn't speak up. Then I said it loud for the third time. My wife smiled and her face turned all pink.
We remained quiet for a little while until she began to ask me about my day. We talked for a little while before we visit her parents. I told her parents that I would start paying them back for the car they had bought me when I was in my teens.
They told me not to worry about it; that they were happy that I remember and visit them even though it wasn't their anniversary. We talked for a couple of hours. My wife and I returned home.
It was then that I opened Internet Explorer and asked my wife to look at my thread. We sat down together and she read it. She began to cry while reading it and hugged me so tight. The last time I saw her cry was on our wedding night and it was "tears of joy" according to her.
I told her that I realized that I was treating her unfairly. I told her I wanted to be more loving towards her. I told her I loved her and she was my life. She told me that I was her life, that I saved her, and that without me she wouldn't be happy. At this point, I was crying. My wife is currently sleeping.
To conclude, I want to thank you all again for the advise. For the people that told me to pay back my debts and leave her, I have realized that I will stick by my wife till death do us part like I had promised her 10 years ago. She is my life right now and I don't want to have anyone by my side than her. Good-night all. [No Regrets]: If you don't feel bad.
Here were the top rated comments from readers in response to the OP's update:
This is probably the most beautiful update I have ever seen on reddit.
Stay healthy and live a long loving life with your wife.
Your original thread put me in tears and put a spark into my thoughts on my own relationship with my husband. I was just lurking and your post happened to make my own relationship stronger. Glad you shared with all of us. Very proud that you told your wife about your post, that was icing on the cake.
Thank you so much for sharing your confession and your update. I am very glad we were able to help you, and your story has affected others too. I hope your marriage continues to grow in a positive manner. And remember, we will always be here for you.
I am now wrecked.
Best way to be wrecked.